I am one of 14 children, and in the families of my brothers and sisters there was always tragedy, misfortune and sadness.
Fast-forward to the present and we meet Verena Matthews, a mother of five: three girls and two boys. Her children are strong, determined and confident and bear no scars of the tragedy that was destined to destroy them.
When my dad contacted me on the night before he committed suicide, telling me that he would always love me, it stuck in my mind for years to come.
My grandparents accused my mother and stepfather of stealing the house we lived in from them! It wasn’t true, but we soon learnt that even untruths spread like wildfire. We were the talk of the island and wherever we went we got dirty looks and horrible comments.
I was only a toddler when it happened; an innocent child who couldn’t fully grasp what it meant when told that her father was never coming back. He hadn’t been taken by life; he’d taken his …
Sometime ago, my brothers and I decided to build a three storey commercial building, so we agreed with one another to take out a loan to carry out our plan.
Terror, sadness, and fear were all I felt as a child growing up. I would get bullied day after day at school.
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